Sick of Holiday

Assalamualaikum

My holiday had never been so great or even better. Everyday is just the same & I have nothing to do. I guess SPM holiday is sickening. Why do I have to wait so long to enter university? Ya I know there are many bunch of kids in their 17 and already got theirselves in universities. But what can I do when Im not one of the lucky 17's?

Urm guess what Im doing? Im in my cousin's room, sitting on a chair near to a plug (so that I can get my phone charging) facing a window that have nothing for me to watch. Just greeny leaves of trees and that is kind of boring.

27 May, some of my friends had gone to matriculation and I wish goodluck to all of you. While me getting dumber in a house full of kids with nothing that I can do. Im regretting for not having my novels here in Terengganu. I wish for 1 June because on that day I'll be getting back to Kuala Lumpur, getting my things ready for UiTM.

MaleyHalim

Terbang jom!

Assalamualaikum

Sepatutnya dan sepatut-patutnya mar balik Terengganu hari Khamis, 23 Mei. Tapi ada masalah ngan booking, so tak jadi. Duit beli tiket burn macam tu je. Dah call operator MAS, disebabkan tiket yang family mar booking tu tiket promotion kitorang tak boleh nak tukar ke tarikh lain.

So? Try tengok flight hari jumaat dan sabtu. Tiket untuk hari jumaat mahal berbanding sabtu tapi disebabkan perlu cepat, booking juga hari jumaat. Unfortunately there's a mistake. I dont think that Im going to talk about the problem cuz it may hurt someone. At last, flight delay esok petang.

Mar harap esok semuanya berjalan dengan lancar with no probs. Even hari ni tak buat pape, tapi rasa penat gila yang teramat fuhhh. Everything happen for a reason, and as a muslim, Im learning something. Never take something so easy cuz a little mistake may ruin up ur whole life.

MaleyHalim

Emma: A Story of Love & Betrayal

Emma was fifteen, when all a girl wants at that age is a boyfriend. To know how it felt to love a guy and to be loved. A boyfriend or a girlfriend is not a must. They are just a burden. But that is how this world is, when a mature teenager feel like that have grown up and ready to face what is love. They thought they might end up meeting their soul mate. At their age? It is nonsense.

Emma had been dating Zack for almost two years. She found out it was a waste. Money, words of love, she gave them for someone who she didn't even know wether he is the guy who is meant for her. So Emma left Zack. She said she wanted to focus on her study but actually that reason is not the truth, but also not a lie. Emma met someone new, Albert. Albert is full of suprises, and humor. He made Emma smiled with every single word he said. Soon after, she fell in love with him so bad. Emma always ask herself, will she be happy with Albert? She thought maybe she should give him a chance. So they date for two weeks. They ended so fast. Emma realized that they were in a different way. For Albert, he loves his friends, his bestfriends, and he loves his ex girlfriend. But he likes his present girlfriend. That was ridiculous. How can Emma dated a guy who didn't love her and had someone else on his heart? That is so miserable.

She couldn't accept the truth that she and Albert has end up their relationship. Emma was yearning for Albert's concern. She can't forget him. So they became friends which seemed more like lovers. Emma was sure out of her mind. Dating a guy who didn't love her? That was stupid. Emma found out it was tiresome with Albert. Everyday she need to face with Albert's anger, his curses with none of them because of her fault. People grown up with scars on their heart. Emma tried to have a new fresh start. Albert left her. They had some misunderstanding. Albert is a hot-tempered guy and he just doesn't suit with Emma. So when Albert asked her for a goodbye, she give in.

Albert is the first guy who makes Emma gone crazy just for a short time. Emma thought she may becoming a widow because she was sick with guys. One day, she made a big mistake. Adam, they met for only two months. Emma wasn't sure with her feeling but she said "I love you". She made Adam fell for her, and wanting to grab her heart. Adam never knows how sorry Emma is. She don't want to be known as a playgirl so she treat Adam nicely. Lying him with her fake concern, Emma don't have the guts to return back. She was afraid to hurt him. Adam is a pure soul. He treats everyone with his kind heart and spending his time helping the needs. Emma doesn't want Adam to think that he was being fooled by a cold-hearted woman whom he was in love with.

Time changes everything. Emma starting to be honest with her feeling. She was in love with Adam. But at the time she was appreciating, loving Adam with a full heart; Adam asked her for a goodbye. He said he cannot carry on. Emma realized she had done wrong before but did she deserve this? Adam must have his own reason and she couldn't resist. They both tried to keep in touch, contacting each other but Emma found out something was wrong. Adam started to ignore her text. Then a woman who introduced herself as Adam's bestfriend texted that Emma and Adam were not meant for each other. A text from other woman may be Adam's trick; trying to tell her they have really ended. Did Emma really met a guy with a pure soul? She was mistaken. There are no human with a pure soul and so does Emma. She had hurt a guy and she had been hurt, and hurt again. Emma looks upon her life, karma does exist. A betrayal will be pay with a betrayal.

Author : Marleyna
This story is just an idea that came out from my mind. There's no connection between the dead or alive.

Driving lesson

Assalamualaikum

Setelah 3 bulan duduk PLKN and it's been almost 1 month staying with my aunts in Kuala Lumpur, hari ni mar start pergi driving lesson yang dah sekian lama tak pergi. Fuhh dahsyat..

Sesi pagi start pukul 8am. Yang pagi ni memang hancur ahhh. Dari gear, brake, handbrake, stereng, clutch ; semua tunggang langgang. Mar sendiri pun jadi frust, cikgu? Confirm lagi frust haiyaaa. Masa ni buat latihan yang naik bukit, 1st try tersekat-sekat la juga tapi lepas lah bukit tu. 2nd and for most, HANCUR. Bila nak gerak balik after dah stop atas bukit tu, enjin mati. Innalillah.. Kebetulan masa tu ada lagi 4 orang student tunggu turn nak belajar parking, so mar ni terpaksa stop daripada buat latihan. Kesian cikgu, kesian student yang lain...

Malu tau tak, macam tak pernah bawa kereta. Nasib baik tak nangis!

Sesi petang start pukul 4pm. Time ni mar tak pakai spek, cikgu tak cam. So dia pun buat tak tau je bila mar ada kat situ. Oh, masa ni mar suruh mak tunggu & tengok mar buat latihan sebabnya mar dah tak ada mood nak ambil lesen. Haha anak yang jahat~ tapi Alhamdulillah, sesi petang ni much better than pagi tadi. Naik bukit okay, parking pun okay. Kalau tersekat cam kura-kura tu takyah cite la. Biasa la tu, orang tak pro kereta manual. *berlagak jap

Isnin minggu depan last day untuk training, and test jpj hari selasa. In shaa Allah, LULUS lah saya ni. Doakan :D

MaleyHalim

Bibliophile

Assalamualaikum

Semalam mar pergi Mid Valley ngan abang, beli buku kat MPH. Tapi before pergi MPH, singgah Borders. Tengok-tengok buku kat situ dulu. Kebetulan ada To Kill A Mockingbird & The Lost Symbol so mar beli jela. Kat situ mar tak jumpa novel yang mar nak beli jadi baru pergi MPH. Patutlah abang malas nak pergi MPH sebab agak sedikit jauh, penat jalan~

Masuk je MPH, terus nampak novel karya Mitch Albom kat bahagian Highlights. Mar cadang nak beli Tell Me Your Dreams (Mitch Albom) tapi tak jadi sebab mar dah ada banyak novel Mitch Albom so mar rasa apa kata mar try penulis yang lain pula. Kalau tak mar nak je ambil semua novel yang mar berkenan tapi, tak baik seksa duit abang HAHA. Cadang nak beli Taken (Kelli Maine) tapi tak jadi juga sebab bila dah belek-belek sikit novel tu, macam tak sesuai je (ecehh). Mar tak berapa minat novel-novel cinta sebab agak membosankan, lagi-lagi kalau melayu punya.

Dalam dua jam terperap dalam MPH, tapi mar ambil 2 novel je; Meredith (John Kercher) & My Sister's Keeper (Jodi Picoult). Novel Meredith ni kisah benar, pasal pembunuhan budak perempuan. Kalau nak tengok movie; Amanda Knox Murder on Trial. Agak sedikit dahsyat la. Abang busy tengah cari buku, so mar round kejap dalam MPH. Then sampai kat bahagian phsycology (betul ke eja ni?). Mar jumpa novel karya Malcolm Gladwell antaranya Outliers. Dulu ayah dah belikan mar novel tu. Patutlah mar tak berapa faham, psikologi rupanya. Kena berfikir sikit, & agak memusingkan (baca kena tengok kamus).

Bila tengok banyak gila buku dalam MPH tu rasa macam heaven gila. Kan best kalau rumah tepi MPH, hari-hari boleh pergi. Bau buku yang sangat wangi.... (hiperbola, haha)

After dah beli apa yang patut, round kejap dalam Mid tu. Fuhh berpeluh + dahaga + mengantuk~ Tiba-tiba lalu depan satu kedai ni, warna-warni. Ada jual baju, kasut, aksesori & macam-macam.

Tiba-tiba

abang "nak beli kasut?"
mar "err, takyah la (dalam hati: nakkk)"

Kelakar~ pastu pergi tingkat atas

abang "nak tengok wayang?"
mar "suka hati lah(dalam hati: nak balik, penat)"

Tapi tak masuk wayang pun, sebab tiba-tiba mak call tanya bila nak balik Tanjung Malim. Mar tak pernah masuk wayang.

Mar "dulu girl pernah masuk wayang tak?"
mak "pernah, masa tu baby lagi, ngan pakcik"
Haha mana lah mar nak ingat kalau time baby.

P/s : Sampai sini je, jom baca buku

MaleyHalim

Tulis ikut hati

Assalamualaikum

Bila dah tak sekolah ni lain pula cara kita merungut. Bosan duduk rumah, dah tak tahu nak buat apa dengan cuti, duit tak ada nak keluar dengan member & macam-macam lagi. Kalau time sekolah dulu biasalah merungut pasal homework, malas nak belajar or sekolah, kadang-kadang ada problem ngan kawan satu kelas & macam-macam lagi.

But today I have to face the reality that Im already 17 years, 7 month & 8 days old. HAHAHAHA nonsense. Mar lahir tahun 1995, kalau ikut tahun mar ni dah 18. Dah tak sekolah. Walau apa pun, kalau pergi mana-mana, orang akan cakap mar still tak cukup umur. Sebab? Mar lahir bulan 9, kiranya selagi tak lepas bulan 9  mar still lagi 17. Yeah muda lagi.

Sekarang ni memang bosan sangat. Duduk rumah, makan, tidur, tengok tv &  rutin ni berulang setiap hari. Seriously bosan sangat. Harap-harap tak obesiti sebab asyik makan je HAHA. In shaa Allah, normal lagi. Kalau kawan ajak keluar mar excited la juga sebab, siapa je tak nak keluar jalan-jalan? -__-. Tapi biasanya kalau minta izin dari parents memang tak akan dapat. So sekarang ni kalau ada sesiapa ajak keluar mar suruh je diorang call mak. Mak berkuasa yea~

Cadang nak pergi pesta buku sabtu or ahad ni dengan wani tapi tak tahu lagi jadi or tak sebab wani tak call mak mar lagi kahkah, lawak. Em nanti bila dah sambung belajar tak ada la kalau nak keluar pergi kedai sampai call mak yang jauh gila semata-mata nak minta izin kan? Macam dahsyat sangat je..~ 

Dalam post ni tak ada nak specific pasal apa apa pun. Bosan, so main taip je apa yang terlintas dalam otak ni. Harap-harap boleh la nak keluar ngan kawan-kawan even for once. Memang lah nak masuk universiti pun dah tak lama je lagi, boleh hangout ngan kawan bila-bila masa. Tapi kalau dapat universiti yang jauh macam nak 10 marhalah dari kawan sekolah, sejiran, macam mana? Emmm..

P/s: nak keluar~

MaleyHalim